I am no not ready for winter

While we don't have snow yet... I took a walk to the store today with the kiddies and it was sooo cold. I had to put baby girl in her halloween costume cuz we haven't gotten her a winter thingy yet. I spent my whole summer pregnant and didn't get to enjoy as much of it as i would have wanted. Boo! I am starting work again tomorrow. I am really apprehensive about the whole thing. I didn't intend on going back to bowlero at all. BUT THERE ARE NO JOBS OUT THERE! I tried. So its a early night for me tonight. I wanna bein bed by 10-11. So I can get up early to feed baby shower and try to do this BFing and working thing right this time. I really screwed it up last time. Tried to do everything without slowing down. Be the perfect full-time employee and full time mom. I am just going to learn to say no. Me and Aiden made cookies today. Kinda from scratch. Its like a just add eggs and butter stir and then bake. He loved it. And my hose smells delicious right now with them cooling on the counter. Have a good night all! Oh and i might be seeing twilight tomorrow!!!!!!!!! So excited.